One year...

Sorry to complain, but today sucked. My hands were shaking all day. it was hard to get anything done. It was cold this morning, just like it was last year. maybe tommorow will be cold too, and it will be jsut as hard to get out of bed as it was last year. All I wanted all day was sombody, anybody really, to take me into their arms and whisper in my ear that its going to be ok. I think it must be too late for that now, but that doesn't stop me from hoping.
It was kinda a relief today too you know, that I could make it a year, and I guess I'm alright.
But that still doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.
Laurel