bah humbug

well, life sucks right now. today was a great day. but right now sucks. I'm leaving ona trip tommorow that I really don't want to go on. I've spent the half hour crying about it. yes, thats rightm I'm weanie enough to cry about it. .....and that seems to make everything else suck. I am dead tired. I'm off to bed right away, but I really just wanted to tell you that life sucks. how many times have I said that? hopefully enough to convince you to pray for me this week. other than that..... I got nothing.
Laurel