bored out of my mind

ok, so I'm sitting here at 9:40 with... 40 minutes to kill before I go to first period. but let me tell you about the assembly and the first... 1/2 hour of second (I have 2nd period spare right now).
So at precisely 8:20 am, Nathan and I leave the house to get to school, this gives us 10-15 minutes to hang out with friends. Dang. I walk into school, and see no one. I wander for a bit before I see someone that I can hold a convorsation with- David Janzen. but that only proves me.... I don't know what, but he tells me that he's leaving for Edmonton for good- tommorow. Dang. thats too much for me to take, so I continue wandering. I see Jessica. Ok, I can talk to her. we talk for a bit, and I see Kim. wow. I wish I was in his class right now. I hug him, and he continues on his way. ERIN! hey! we hug, and she passes. well... by now its about time to go into the gym. Thre's Amanda. good. someone I can sit with. And The assembly. blah blah blah. who cares? I've heard it all before. Then homeroom (right now... second) well... I have a spare, what do I do? so, Mr. Fanner, thinking that I must be in grade 10 or something like that, takes it upon himself to figure out where I should be and escort me there. Thanks. I'm in grade 12 by the way, adn I know where room 213 is. thanks anyways. so, then, after the regular misprenouciation of my name, the recieving of a new timetable, paying my school fees, and finding my locker, I came home, to sit and tell you about my life in all of 4 minutes. Great. then, I get to go back to school for break, where I will be lost AGAIN untill I find someone to talk to. Truth is, I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't want to be there. I want to be here, where I am , doing something that makes me useful. PLUS I go back to school for Math A30, with a bunch of grade 11. great. now I'm even more of a loner. a whole hour of talking to no one, and being picked on by a math teacher, cuz they are all the same. Well, at least this year I might actually get a good mark in math, cuz I'll actually be paying attention and doing my homework.
this is a sweet rant. I've gone on for quite some time. maybe now I'll quit and play some computer games. thanks for listening.
Laurel


Ok so now its lunch time... time for an update. periods 1&3 were ok. not great. I hate math, and Life Trans, a class that is SUPPOSED to be for grade 12 has been infested with a million and two grade 11. DIE GRADE 11 DIE. ok. so not you personally, but the ones in my classes are so obnoxious, and freeking... so much like the people I hate. I don't mean to offend you if you are in grade 11 and my friend. but these other ones are dumb. AND THE GRADE 9'S. DIE. they block the hallways like a cork in a butt. ok so that was crude, but its true.
and right now, my mom is sitting with my dad in the hospital, geting results from the angiogram they did this morning. what they will learn..... I don't know. I don't want to know. not yet.
and tonight is gonna be phone calls that will kill me.
anyways... just so you know... my day isn't getting alot better but hopefully it will soon.
Laurel