(The Symphony Of) Blasé Lyrics

Are there no shadows where you are?
I can see everything as day
Problems that you try to hide away
Pushing me aside (You're pushing me aside)

Could the winter calm come twice?
Because your heart seems so cold tonight
Thirst for substance somehow isn't right
It's killing me inside (It's killing you inside)
Killing me inside

I don't wanna be where you are
I don't wanna be here even now
I don't wanna be by your side
If something isn't right
If something isn't right

This is our last goodnight
Say what you will
Say all that you can
Words have no meaning
When I've seen where you've been

This is our last goodnight
Say what you will
Say all that you can
This is our last goodbye
This is where love ends

Are you so naive to right and wrong
How could you watch innocence forgone
Does what we've done ever really belong?
It wasted me away (I feel so wasted away)

God if you can hear me out alright
Please take these feelings for her inside
My chest hurts when I breathe tonight
It's wasting me away (You're wasting me away)
You're wasting me away

I don't wanna be where you are
I don't wanna be here even now
I don't wanna be by your side
If something isn't right
If something isn't rightThis is our last (This is our last)

This is our last goodnight
Say what you will
Say all that you can
Words have no meaning
When I've seen where you've been

This our last goodnight
Say what you will
Say all that you can
This is our goodbye
This is where love ends

This is our last goodnight
Say what you will
Say all that you can
Words have no meaning
When I've seen where you've been

This is our last goodnight
Say what you will
Say all that you can
This is our last goodbye
This is where love ends


Somtimes people catch hold of you. Sometimes you get caught up in things. read into things. assume things. Sometimes a relationship seems akward. Less than it should be. Strange. Too much. Sometimes its easier to leave things as they are.
But wait. if you leave things as they are, will you spend the rest of your life thinking 'what if...?' do you want to do that?
This blog has been weeks in the making. it started a few weeks ago, and its still going hard. This song, its exactly how I feel sometimes. Sometimes its that one verse. Sometimes its the chorus. But at every moment, this song is permeating my thoughts, invading who I am.
'I don't want to be here even now' - Sometimes I don't even know where to go. how to escape everything, where to run. all I know is I don't want to be here. and 'I don't want to be by your side.' Its like, you need to be with that person, but it hurts too much to be by their side.
'God if you can hear me out alright, Please take these feelings for [him] inside'- Its like.... you know you can't like him, but you do, so how do you stop it? how do you change how you feel? 'It wasted me away (I feel so wasted away)' It kills you to even try, but you do anyways.
Being 17 sucks. maybe it isn't even 17. sometimes I wish I could blame this on my raging hormornes.... but I don't think that is a factor anymore.... 6 years ago it was... but not now. what is it? is it my nievity? 'Are you so naive to right and wrong, How could you watch innocence forgone' - I don't know. I don't know what it is, but everything that I feel is just killing me inside.

Laurel