Walls

Have you ever been so scared of something? like, more than the dark?
Brick by brick you build a wall, between you and everyone else. You think you know what your doing, but before you know it, there is this thing bigger than you are, and its almost out of control. Someone tries to climb the wall, but its too high. Someone else tries to break it down, but its too strong. This wall, is unbreakable, because you've added in a few secret moves, your hands are always hidden, your eyes are always moving, and your words are never what you mean. What you are to people is not real. You've lost yourself in this wall, and you can't take it down, because it will crumble on you, and you WILL get hurt. Trying to scale the wall makes it taller and taller, stronger and stronger. Its never ending. Its a cycle. But all you want is to let someone in. You get tired of this wall, but you don't know how to take it down. Look, My wall is too high. I am scared, and I need someone to hold my hand while I break it down.

My window is cautiously left open for you
Laurel