Paper Napkins are not toys

Paper napkins
you put into cups
of water
confuse me.
tell me why?
Why do you pretend
to be someone you're not?
Sometimes I see
A wonderful Man inside of you.
Sometimes
that man dissapears.

And when you're gone
I don't know what to do
with myself.

remeber when?
when you had cars
and I had dolls?
when all we had
was each other.
Cars became real
and dolls became toys.
and the dark
became an ally
instead of a foe.

Now that you're gone
I dont know what to do
with myself.