more rubbish

My life feels so... trapped. and so restricted. everything is always the same. Home. School. church. Friends. Life. There seems to be no creativity in my life, and I miss and need that so much. I'm dying to have this sem over, and its hardly started. I didn't go to school today because I am so tred of everything being the same dumbness. I'm so excited to go to england, and change things up. to have no expectations of me. of who I should be and how I should act.
I am so exhausted. ugh. again... I post a useless blog. I apologise for wasting your time. I had the intention to make this one a real winner, but apperently it has not turned out that way. One day I'll write a book. when I do, read that, it will be worth your time.

Laurel