Let Go

Its about that time of year again.... and time for my anual rant.
Love. What is love? as the world sees it... meaningless. Flowers? A nice gesture.... but one I have yet to recieve. Chocolate? my favorite. but I only get the leftovers that my mom doesn't like.
So then, what, is Valentines Day? For me, another day that the world points out that I am alone. And yes, it is official, I can no longer complain about not having a boyfriend, but I CAN get off on technicalities. Such as the fact that Valentines Day is a manufactured holiday ment for the sole pourpose to GET YOUR MONEY. Oh yeah, and a day at school where the Loners (aka me) are vivedly pointed out amongst the croud... the one that gets no 'candygrams' or the fewest valentine cards, or the one who the cinnomn hearts pass by. yup. thats me. standing in a group, the last valentine gets handed out and here it comes... the word vommit that no one really means,' oh, sorry Laurel, I forgot to make you one, I'm really sorry, I feel really bad' how about I walk away before THAT happens? good idea. yup. yesterday for me, was international feel like the biggest looser in the entire school day. THANK YOU St Valentine for .... doing whatever the heck it was that you did, so that one day in every year my looser status can be magnified. thanks. and thanks for dying!

May you have the perfect Valentines day

and feel loved Daily,

Laurel

Frou Frou
Drink up baby down
Are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind
'Cause it's all going off without you
Excuse me too busy you're writing your tragedy
These mishaps
You bubble-wrap
When you've no idea what you're like
So, let go,let goJump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go, l-let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
It gains the more it gives
And then it rises with the fall
So hand me that remote
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow?
Such boundless pleasure
We've no time for later
Now you can't await
your own arrivalyou've twenty seconds to comply
So, let go, so let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's alright
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go, yeah let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go, so let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's alright
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go, yeah let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
In the breakdown
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
The breakdown
So amazing here
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown